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haru_haruko
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Name: Sageline
Location: Fort Lauderdale, Florida, United States
Birthday: 11/11/1900
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime....Manga.....Video games Football :D (yes ima tomboy i know)
Expertise: expertise? what's that? O.o
ooh what i'm an expert at? uhh im an expert at bein dead shexy XD kiddin...uhh im good at singin and whoopin anyones ass at X-Box games (not including sports)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  TheCheat696
MSN: thecheat696_8@hotmail.com
Member Since:
12/31/2004
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| Yeah, i don't really use this thing but I guess this is somewhere for me to virtually vent out since i don't want everyone on face book or myspace knowin what i feel, so here you go xanga :]
I fucking HATE the feelings he brings back. I want to hate him. With a passion. I should have known he would of bitched out and left me stranded. I shoulda neva believed a fuckin word. 4 years. 4 mothafuckin yeas of my life. Its been months since we talked, but coming back on here, seeing the old posts about him make me SICK.
Sick, I say.
May he and his whore fall off a cliff that has poison jagged rocks at the bottom. Fuck him.
I thought i'd feel better after sayin some of what I felt, but in reality. I just miss him.
Fuck emotions.
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| I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
Perahaps its just my imagination
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation
At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night
From overkill
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
It's just overkill
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away...
- Men at Work
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| Bad days just seem to continue ... adding up.
They add up so much, I sometimes think that I can't take it anymore. They tend to put me in an emo slump. And i dont really like them much...
But, i have to realize that no matter what I'm going through, somebody somewhere is always going through something worse.
I guess it's just apart of life and being human, there are good days and then there are the bad ones.
In the famous words of Trey Songz: Just gotta make it.
.... okay maybe not so famous.. xD <3
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| Does anybody even look at this thing anymore?
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| I cant believe it just hit me now, like an 18-wheeler.
I dont need to have the attention of some cheap fake imitation. Why, when I have the real thing? Nothing is better than that original. And I know it may take some time to get to him, but paitence is the key. And he is just worth waiting for. I don't need the attention of some boys to give me a false sense of happiness, when i have one that is perfect. Perfect just for me, and who continues and always will make me happy, and bring me nothing but joy. There's no need for any one else's attention when I have his. Just because he's far away, doesnt mean I cant wait for him. The best things in life, are woth the wait.
Baby, I love you. So so sooooo so very much. Never forget that, it's you and only you in my life now. It's only you that I ever want in my life from here on out, forever. You make me so happy, I hope you know that. The happiest I've ever been in my life. I love you. <3
And to love someone, who loves you back like this. It's a gift.
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